2:21AM Sigh.
Okay, so it’s hard for me to cry to I’m just going to let it all out here. This is for you. Yes you, you know who you are. I’m fucking upset and it’s because of those incidents this is why I’m like this. Yeah I thought I was over it but I’m not.
I feel like total fucking shit. I’m not happy anymore. I feel miserable being with you whenever we’re out because I can’t help but think of other things. I feel so self-conscious about how I look and feel nowadays. I just don’t feel so confident when I’m with you anymore. Blah. I don’t know what to do and say to you anymore hence why I don’t talk to you much on Skype or whatever. I just hate this feeling. There’s nothing you can do about it, I just need time. ARGH arigjawlekjfdkljfklsjfdkjfdf
